I'm totally over being over weight to the point of morbid obesity! I am going to post the most recent picture of myself today...sigh. I started weight watchers last Friday at a weight that I will not disclose at this time or probably ever.
It all really started when I returned to work. I was really hoping that 3 months would have been enough time to get back to my pre-baby weight (which was still not pretty). This was one of the reasons I really wanted to breastfeed for as long as I could. Muchas Gracias Ike for ruining that for me. After getting into my uniform and looking at myself in the mirror I about died. Not only did I have to get uniform "fat pants", I now have that bulge below the belt. Well actually I have the bulge above and below, it is really quite disgusting. I like to call it my muffin top belly. There is also the fact that I am still more comfortable in my maternity clothes than anything else.
ANYWAY, by publicly announcing my weight loss attempt I hope it will help me stick with it. I was thinking about it and (this sounds like a diet commercial) I want to be in good shape for Lilly. and...
I don't want to be the "big" mom.
I don't want to be ashamed of myself for not trying.
I want to look good for my husband.
I want to feel comfortable in my clothes.
I want to wear a tank top for the first time in YEARS.
I want to walk on a pool deck/beach without having to cover myself from head to toe- due to total embarrassment.
I want to love my body!
Here is my before:
That is totally hot right...right??????? I'm a friggin disaster!
OK, it's time for a healthier me. Wish me strength to keep away from everything chocolate. Mmmmmmmmm chocolate, mocha frapps, Reese's pb cups, coch chip cookies, cheesecake. This is really traumatic for me BUT I can do it.
Here is a picture of Lilly at the pumpkin patch
I will do a Lilly update Wednesday.